Saturday, August 30, 2014

Recovery

The rough, grey waves are rolling in and all you want to do is jump from one rooftop to another out of fear of getting caught because having the wave’s crash and compress you is worse than the risk and result of a fall during the pursuit of escape. You've come so far from where you were, from the island surrounded by calm, blue sea. After years of isolation and the tropical storms that overwhelmed the island and left the surrounding sea untouched, a path of sharp stone rose out of the water and led you to the shores of the real world. As you followed the path, the rocks transformed to sand and your small, hesitant steps turned to a sprint for the finish as the palm trees and side-walks appeared in the distance. You reached the shore and the food tasted sweet and the air was no longer thick and the sky had only the occasional cloud. You live and enjoy your new life on this land but soon you remember the island from which you arrived. A feeling unlike homesickness, but similar to desperation envelops you. How could life change so fast? How could you have ever imagined that your time on the island would no longer affect you in your new life on the shore? So many years were spent on that island; it's a part of you. It always will be. You can eat the food of this new world all you want but you cannot forget. Sometimes you feel overwhelmed by the memories and emotions that the island provided you. Sometimes you barely remember you once called that ancient land home. And sometimes you can't believe you ever survived the escape. However, no matter the extent of which the transforming path of rocks may entice you to return to your past, you know you will never step foot on it again. Or you hope. Who knows? Maybe the new food of the new world will stop tasting so sweet and you'll return to the island in all its apathetic glory without even knowing, forced to find that stone path once again.